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February 26th, 2006

10:55 pm I love camp! It was so awesome to see every one. I just want to thank everyone who help, would not have turned out as amazing with out you. Thank you sooo much! Now I am going to do some homework, talk to you all soon. I think I am going to try to write in this puppy more, night Current Mood: exhausted

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September 13th, 2005

11:48 pm Okay lets see what has been going on with me... Band: Some times i wonder if i was the right chose for drum major. Every one says the drum majors are lazy and i just want to slap them because i work my ass off, especially for the drum line. The band doesn't really see me a whole lot but i really do work as hard as i can. THen i find out jj just sits on the couch during rehearsals and it makes me so mad. I want to be like no thats not your job help. The drum line gets a work out because i'm not letting them slack. I plan extra practices and will stay after for any one who needs help. It makes me mad because its like i am working but no one really appreciates it. ONe of the percussionist, one im not to fond of, said that no matter what they say we never improve...I was quick to respond. I was happy because the rest of the drum line backed me up, i just wish the band would to. I don't like the way things are being ran but i can do anything about it because its how skolar wants it, o well. Poms: Poms is a blast. I am having a lot of fun and really working my tech. back up. Another girl and I are currently making the dance for the pep rally and the homecoming game. It's so awesome!!! We have invited 20 guys to join us. My friend Lee is my partner which is awesome because him and i always partner dance, we did for the recital and in the musical and him and i work very well together. It's funny because when ever D and I make new sections i am the man because i can lift her, so it's cool, i'm excited. During Half time i have to do band and poms so i have to strip infront of a football crowd, it's nice. School: BAH STRESS!!! Jon: It's hard but i think we are working through it. I'm not looking forward to SAD because the little things that maje ne some what irritated now are really going to do something later. Other than that it's like 9 months on the 21st. Theater: I MADE THE PLAY!!! I play the bitchy old teacher. I was upset with the part but what ever, it just means more time to eat in the dressing room. I go on i think like 3 times, granted i talk a lot when i go on. My friend Dan is the doctor and he goes on like 2 times, we decided we were bring picnics and board games to pass the time. I am sorry for every one that i have not talked to in forever, i am trying to figure out a way to task manage and maybe get some more free time, it's not really working but i'm trying. But i have to go finish my project thats due tomorrow, sorry it has been so long, love you all. GOod night Current Mood: determined Current Music: WICKED!!!!

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July 8th, 2005

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06:41 pm O MY GOD!!!! WICKED!!!!! So ever Tuesday and THursday Jon and I go put our names in the wicked lottery and then go to dinner, go back to hear them call the winners and then rid home on the train. Well Yesterday, JON WON!!!! HIs reaction was priceless he screamed O MY GOD then leaped over to the lady calling the winners tackled her in a hug type of way, while i am screaming. It was priceless. Wicked is sooooo amazing. It is seriously one of my favorite musicals!!! I Love IT. ana gasteyer . . AMAZING!!!!! HOLY SHIT!!! FOr those who don't know who she is, she was on SNL for like 6 seasons. She imitated Martha Stewert a lot. She was the mother in mean girls and a whole bunch more. If you get the chance to see Wicked GO!!!! Current Mood: crazy Current Music: Defy Gravity

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July 6th, 2005

07:44 pm Musical Theater: I missed the train. I showed up to class 3 hours late but my teachers were cool with it. THey understood and told me not to worry about it. I have to teachers, the guy one had me sing to him so he could find out my range. He said I could be a soprano id i worked at it and that right now I am a alto belter. HELL YEAH!!! Maybe if i got the balls to actually do it. The girl teacher put Jon and i together for acting partners, she found out after we were dating, laura told her. Aug 5th is our show. My second class is tomorrow. Work: Work was good it was really boring and the people there are not really friendly. My manager Lindsey and I have become comfortable aroung each other which was cool and i meet a guy named Chris who was also very nice. It was really boring for a while but then it picked up when i got to learn how to use the cash registar. Sounds dumb but i was really excited. I was in charge of making sure the guys section was good, i think i saw all of Mark Wilkersons shirts. It was insane. Well I am really tired because i had to be there at 8 so i had to wake up at 6, bahh nap time before i practice lines, i have to wake up for the train tomorrow. Current Mood: tired Current Music: I am who i am - CAMP

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July 5th, 2005

12:02 am Friday: Scrubs night in Huntley! I was really dumb, I drove back around 1:30, got to sarah's house because there was a carnie hang out there. I had to go even though my eyes were heavy got there and was worth the drive. I got there right as bob was leaving, but Brian, sarah, smuda, kylie, chelsey, and sarah were there. Went to sleep around 4. Saturday: Woke up at 7, had abour a 30 min. "talk" with Chad, Chelsey braided my hair, drove home, changed, left for Crystal Lake. What really sad is i am actually decent with directions but when ever i have to go ot something revolving staff/snowball i get lost so they all think i'm dumb when it come to directions when i'm really not. Anyways, meeting went good. Went to Kathleen's did some swimming, Becky's bathing suit + water + fighting = maggie not always covered. I understand Kim's problem alot more now. I'm sorry Kim. Went to Colin's, Dominic's, and then i got to drive Dan's car. I really liked Dan's car, it sadly put the silver rocket in its place. Hung out at Colin's, "freaked out" on Alex, and went to sleep. Sunday: Woke up, showered, helped wake up sean (i love you kim), left for the taste. The taste was fun. I ate alot of food: Alligator, 3 cobs of corn, raviolli, fudge, crab, crab cakes, some chip veggie thing, pinapple ice cream, a sunde, cheese cake, and i want to say more but i can't remember. Alex and I went to Marshall Fields, definitly shopping with her more often, saw the oriental which is playing WICKED!!!!! I love that musical. Dipped our feet in water at the park and went back. Chad, Alex, and I saw some gospel. Watched some fire works, my shoe broke dan carried me through the grass, walked in the streets bare foot, figured out a way to fix it, saw WICKED again, sang with Alex, got on the train, dan ripped my shirt, went to sleep, yelled at Dan "i'll bust your face in" every one in our car turned and looked at me, went back to sleep, dan took pictures of me because i sleep with my eyes open, woken up several times, drove to Colin's, debated staying but drove home. HORRIBLE! I was really tired, i was ok towards the end it was hard, got home around 2:30 again, passed out. Monday: Happy forth of July. I had a call in, didn't have to work, passed out again slept till 2 when my madre woke me up. I got a fun laptop. I like it alot it is so awesome! I will get internet on it with in the next couple days. I am so excited! Made the marching band slide show, turned out nice, thanks for the tip chad, ill show ou how it turned out. Went out to Olive Garden with Lee, jessica, and Jon. Very fun except i have been immobilized all day with cramps and i said would go so i was in a good amount of pain. Had bread sticks, raviolli, cheese cake, broke my rule - cheese cake twice a year, drove home. I got Jon pissed because i didn't want to do anything with any one. I felt bad at first but then when he started giving me attitude i didn't let it bother me. I understand that it would have been cool to hang out since i havn't seen them in a few days and we normally see each other ever day but the meds were slowly leaving me and it was becoming unbearable. Had some drugs, laying here with a heating pad, listen to Dan's cd and about to go over my trombone stuff because tomorrow i have a lesson at 9. I then have to open the store jump on a train and go to class, musical theory at Columbia. I am really nervous because i am not good at singing by myself. If any one has any tips on how not to be scared that would be wonderful because i get so scared and eeeee. Good night. Current Mood: drained Current Music: Dan's cd

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June 26th, 2005

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05:19 pm a walk through the woods with a friend holding each hand. a few instructions through a path when you can't see. a small circle that promises to catch you if you fall. a 1quick s1queeze of the hand to re-assure you. a rub on the back because you needed someone to talk to. a reminder to breathe when something happens to scare you. a leader to guide you when your blind and mute. a hug that literally takes your beath away. a kick-in the back to let you know that you could raiser your hand and that at least one person would be listening. a arm around your shoulder to make sure you were okay after a movie. a unexepected hug" just because". a small conversation to keep your mind off the ghosts. a big brothers hug when your tears just can't stop. a someone to walk with after being sick. a moment touches your heart with times like these. a friend. a brother or sister. a camp crush. a girlfriend or boyfriend. a smile, a tear, a laugh, a true break through. a love like this could only be shared with amazing individuals around you and i. This is candy's poem and i wanted to keep it so i figured it woud not get erased here. CAndy, awesome job i love it!!! Current Mood: happy Current Music: batman forever playing behind me

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02:07 pm - FONDU POT IN CHICAGO!!!! I WORK!!!! I went for my orientation today, i can not work at Amber... because i am not old enough but i get to work at HOllister!! I am so excited. I have to call on Wednesday and find out my hours!! I will still work for my parents which is where i will get money and hollister will be so i can get cheap clothes!! Went to Darien for the dodge ball thing, it was fun. Terri and I didn't make it for the dodge ball but i got to see all those crazy darien folks. It was awesome to see them, we went ice skating and sat infront of DQ, very fun. Mike Madden, that kid is great. He's making me a shirt!!!! I can't wait! Saturday i went to jax'z and mel's graduation parties. It was awesome to see all those insane huntly people. Played drums. Sorry i was so shy. I have always been in the shadows of a kid at my school who is really good and so when i ever i did play he would show off and just slam my face in the dirt so i never have really just played and experimented with set. Now i am shy about playing because it always made me feel like shit and when ever i get on set as much as i just want to play i am just really scared because i don't like feeling stupid and it happened so m any times so i just stay away from improving. THis year the guy is gone so i think i am going to start playing around and getting my set skills to where they should be. Same with all my other tecniques for drumming that are lacking extremel. By the way did you know their is a huge fondu (i love spelling) pot in Chicago. 5x7x10, that is alot of cheese. Chad, i told this guy how came in today, my mom offered him some of her bagel and then i saw the opportunity, hahaha!!!!! I have to go though because i am at work, talk to you soon. Current Mood: happy Current Music: black eye peas

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June 20th, 2005

11:08 am - THE DEVIL LIST!!! Well i just got home. Last night I watched some tv with my mom until 9:30 when i drove over to Jon's house to surprise him because he didn't know i was home. His parents got home before him so i talked to his mom for a little bit. He came home was all happy. After that we went to walgreens because i needed a card for my padre. went gave him the card, all good. Went to my friend Lee's house, coming to fall camp, and the watched some movie, i fell asleep, was talking in my sleep, woke up at 4 drove back to Jon's house, slept. he left at 8 and i left at 10:40. I love when the day after camp is nice and relaxing. Well now back to reality. I have a nice chore list waiting for me. Whats awesome about it is there is a family rule that when ever some one comes home the house has to be cleaned for them. Okay, good rule. The night before camp, sunday, i didn't get sleep because i was packing because i had been cleaning all day. I came home to a pretty rule breaking sight. It was alright though because no one was home! I love when i am the only one here!!! It was so nice to just sit, relax, check email, write email, talk to an old friend, and read my warm fuzzies. I LOVED IT!!! I miss all the staff and participants already. Now i have 3 dogs, a cat, a madre, and a brother... it's little house on the praire. Sorry this one isn't ass upbeat, if i was talking on the phone i would be but i can see the list eyeing my down from the other end of the counter, maggie ha ha ha you have a chore list ha ha ha it's nice and long ha ha ha. DEVIL LIST! Talk to you soon Current Mood: okay Current Music: the birds singing in my back yard

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June 19th, 2005

08:17 pm - a long time coming Finally another entry! I just got back from camp it was a blast. Every one did an amazing job staff and participants. Chad and I are back to being amazing friends like before we kind of stopped talking for a while. I think Colin and I are going to become friends like before to which would make me happy. I love staff they are so important to me. I really don't have much more to say because the people who read this go to camp and i am just to tired write. I am going to try to update this more, no promises but i'll try. Current Mood: exhausted Current Music: I am the luckiest

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January 28th, 2005

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January 27th, 2005

03:35 pm Musical is kicking my ass!!! I am sooo tired! We have three songs comletly done I know my short tap duet and tongiht I m suppose to learn the enchantress dance! I don't want to learn it tonight because I need some sleep! I have a horrible blister on my heal and this morning I pulled of the skin becuase it popped, well i found out that is not a good idea! Wow running today was a blast! Tonight dancing . . . eeks! We are playing badmitton in gym, I LOVE THAT GAME!!!! It is so much fun. I am on a team with my friend Steph and we have the most fun ever! We have plays and everything. So much fun!!! If you ever see a keychain or bumper sticker saying I love badmitton (how ever it's spelled) please tell me!!! Umm what else. Jon and I are dating. I like it so much. Not a lot of people know which is always the best because there is no rumors going around. My Dad has been very mood latly, he is all good and then praise the lord the devils in the house, driving me insane!!!! School is good all A's and B's minus 1 C which was a 79% I HATE ENGLISH!!!! American Literature, who needs it. Well i got to go beceause I am still at the school because i had an enviromental club meeting and i think Chamber singers is almost over and thats wen I get to leave! Tlak to you soon! Current Mood: giddy Current Music: In the mood - jazz band is playing it behind me right now!!!

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January 17th, 2005

11:14 pm - my birthday So my weekend was ok. I have had a sinus infection for 2.5 weeks now. The doctor put me on z-pac and some other thing to help for the cough. Well everything went a way but my throat hurting. It hurts so bad!!! O and my neck. This weekend was the finals fling. picked Jon up went for about an hour and there weren't a lot of people there so we went back so we left and we were suppost to stop by a friends party but i didn't feel good and he was tired so we huge out at his which was relaxing, very much so needed. Musical is going ok. We are learning the dance for the song when all the guys are in the bar when Gaston is all sad. Yeah well they only had 5 guys and they needed 6 so I get to dress up like a guy and be in that. Fun right, yeah no. Umm at practice on Thursday I got punched in the face 3 times by Kevin. I get close lined! Would be really cool if Kevin could do it right but no. If time he litterally did it and i went flying straight on my back and then my head bouced and hit the floor. And then a couple times he couldn't seem to understand that wrapping his arm around my neck didn't do anything and instead made it worse. Cat (dance teacher) decided to change how it was done so now instead my hands are secretly in the way so he can't warp his arm around my neck but now I have no control which makes me more scared because i now grab his sholder opposite of the audience but if he doesn't grab my back and sholder then basically he is giving me a body check on stage. Tomorrow we learn the rest of that dance. Plan on going to massage person very soon! My birthday was not the best. It was last Thursday the 13th. My final went good. Jon and I went and got my oil changed. Went to my friend Lee's house. Jon, Lee, and I went to Panera to get some lunch. Went back to Lee's house, watched some TV. Dropped Jon off and went home because my mom needed a rid some where. She got on my case about stuff that made me really mad and fustrated. Don't know why but cryed because i was so mad. Went and picked up my cake (that's what my parents got me). Went over to Smuda's to cheer me up. Her and Matt made me a cupcake castle, very good! Went picked up Jon and went to practice. I put my cake on the floor right nexted to me and was talking to my friend Ashley while Jon, Kelly, Chrissy, and Dan were up on stage. All of a sudden Kevin jumps over the seat next to me as I scream "STOP!! he lands on the seat proceeding to jump of the seat and his big feet land right on my cake. I then give a loud gasp and the director starts yelling asking what happened what happened and i can't talk because it was the only thing my parents gave me and no wit layed in the box smashed by two huge ugly made my cry freshman year feet. I pick up the cake and ran out with tears running from my eyes because i just can't believe it! I cryed earlier and hoping practice would go good and then that. So I run into the girls bathroom and scare these two poor little girls, o well they have to grow up sometime. I guess the director asked what happened and Jon said that he thought I dropped my cake, the Dan (hates Kevin) says I don't think she was the one who dropped it. Chrissy comes in the bathroom moments later making me feel better. I walk out and Tom, john paul, and Luke were standing there. Tom runs up to me and gives me a huge hug and then the three of them made up a wonderful story to cheer me up. Then we walk into the auditorium to find out shit I'm late! I run up on to stage with everyone looking at me, felt great, and then finished the dance. They then said run it from the top. Jon and Kelly came and gave me hugs and then practice went on. By the way Kevin the guy who jumped on my cake, yes also was the one who got to beat the shit out of my through out practice!!! I really can't explain why i cried well i guess I can s.a.d. It will always get me. O well. After practice Jon and I went out to eat, went over to his house for a while, and then i drove home at 12:30, passed a coupl cops, went to bed by 1. Good birthday! Sorry for all of the spelling and grammer errors im tired and in general just can't do either of those. GOod night all, talk to you soon. SOrry such a sad entire but i hope you laughed because i laugh about it now that it's over. Just another birthday to add to the list! Good night! Current Mood: sick

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January 10th, 2005

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